Please please please let time pass a little faster and let me get out here. I need a little break of all these thoughts running all over my mind. So tiring.

ONE MORE DAY!

ONE MORE BLOODY ANIMATION AND THAT'S IT!

For now. Totally can't wait for it to be over. I NEED SLEEP. It's as if i haven't been sleeping much nowadays. Always feel so drowsy in the morning. TESTS ARE OVER THANK GOODNESS. Hope the chalet will be fun for everyone? And sunriseeeeeeeee. *hopeful*

Okay, goodbye school for a moment, FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! Shit i'm typing so weirdly. Hahahaha.

I'M IN A TERRIBLE SITUATION.

Chalet's on friday 6pm. But i ought to be there earlier to help out with preparations and what not. BUT I BLOODY HELL HAVE CLASS from 2pm-6pm. There's no no no no way i'm going to be late. Solution?

1: Skip class (It's not advisable cos it's screening)
2: Go for jim's class from 9-11am on thurs then norman's on 11am-1pm. OMG HOW I HATE NORMAN. ARGH. (Rendering and stuff would prolly take quite long so i can't afford to take the risk. Another thing, i haven't finished work yet. AHHHHHHH.)
3: Go for norman's class and go for jim's class on friday. (I'LL BE LATE I AM SURE OF THAT OMG)

NOOOOOOOO. Basically, all 3 just doesn't sound good. Oh dear, i'm screwed.

Slumber party was awesome. :D Really hope to do that again. My body ached so much I think I'm really getting old. :/ Anyway, while we were on our way back that day, I was falling asleep on the cab but i woke up and looked out of the window. The sky was just so stunningly beautiful. I really hate myself for not having a camera with me. I just felt so calm the moment i saw it. Just imagine the blue sky filled with all the fluffy clouds. I really hope that there will actually be a day that i could actually go to places and take photographs of the sky at different times of the day. Sunset, dawn, stars-filled skies, day and night. Do you have the tendency to look up at the sky when you are out? I realised i do it more often when i'm walking home where there are lesser trees and buildings. In the day i will look out for the beautiful clouds and at night I will try to look out for the moon, if not stars. I just can't describe it, I don't know why I'm so drawn to it.

P.S I hope x'mas never ends cos the lights are just way too enjoyable to look at.
P.S P.S CAN'T WAIT TO GO TAIWAN. I WANT TO SIT AT THE WINDOW. MUST!

I have coffee breath.
I like the after taste of coffee.
I drink mocha frap/hot.
I wanna work at starbucks so that i'll drink for free everyday.
I shall go ask if they want people like me to work for them.
Don't worry i'm not a coffee addict, yet.

P.S MODELING AND RIGGING IS KILLING ME. LIKE LITERALLY.

Two more weeks.

OH! So it's finally over. I was surprise that i wasn't at all nervous. HAHA. But i screwed up the lyrics like damn alot. But i seriously don't give a damn la. Hahahaha. Throughout the preparation for the performance i really think peixiu like damn poor thing and i seriously felt damn bad. Hahaha, thank goodness it was over! :D Singing with a band is seriously real tough but it actually feels great. :B

MODELLING AND RIGGING AND ANIMATING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Why can't i throw away your stuff too? I think it would a hell of a joy for me too. Although i don't use it at all but it's still part of my childhood memories and what not. It's like an old piece of thing that you still keep it with you no matter how old and dirty it is. I seriously don't mind giving it away but hearing the screeching sounds when it's being dragged away just instantly told me it's never gonna make it. You told me money isn't that all an easy thing to earn, yet you spoil things like that. I really hate everything that is going on in my house now.

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Thanks julien for coming down hope it wasn't a wasted trip for you! I'm such a disappointment. :/ But we had fun right! :D



Hahaha, doesn't it look like the background got keyed in? HAHA.




FAVOURITE PHOTO. SUPER AWESOME.







I look like my arms are gone. HAHA.




My legs looks so tiny! Hahaha it never will be in real life. Hahaha.




The xmas tree was so fun, but stuffy though. Hahaha. The feeling is just, "WHOAAAAAA" when you step in and look up.







BEST expression from zhihui. :D


I LOVE LOVE LOVE X'MAS LIGHTS AND BOKEH WHEN CROSS EYED. :D X'mas lights are like the main reason why i like x'mas. Well besides celebrating it with friends and family. Bokeh's like such a joy and beauty to look at. :D

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I know it's really really overdued. It's already coming to the end of november already. Oh well, here it is. :D (HAHA i wrote this then, now it's already DECEMBER OH GOSH)

I'll start from the 14th of november. Pei, zhihui and i went to marche for lunch and the food was oh so awesome. Would love to go back there again! So we finished our food and i went to the toilet. Guess what i saw when i got back. A lovely cookie cake and a photo frame of photos. And they were wearing fake moustaches and i really had a good laugh. The moustache was so cute but just a little uncomfortable. Hahahaha. The reason for them wearing the moustaches cos the fact that i don't have a boyfriend makes them sad and so they decided to be my "boyfriend". It's damn funny i swear.




Aww I LOVE YOU too. *shy*




It was quite sad that there wasn't any candles. :/ Hahaha.




Moustaches unite! Azh looks super hilarious. Hahaha.




Nope your eyes aren't playing tricks on you. It really writes "IKEA" on the photo frame. HAHA.






Pei trying to act MAN. I really thought the first picture was really funny. It was a really good shot. Good job zhihui!




She had to cover up her very well developed chest. Hahahaha.

So after all that we went to visit the cute animals at the pet shop beside daiso. And that's when kathlyn loke msged me that she broke up with her "boyfriend". I really think that she spend too much time on planning everything for my birthday. She and her creative brain gosh. A few weeks before my birthday she actually told me she got herself a boyfriend. At first I really doubted her cos i thought she was joking. But in the end i still believed her with a a hinge of doubting her. So she came to meet us at vivo and then zhihui and pei had to leave. So we went to coffee bean and talked. She made the wrong move by telling me to accompany her to meet her "ex-boyfriend" HAHA. I wouldn't wanna meet someone i don't like right. And so she revealed it to me and i was like -----____----- Actually i kinda spoil my own surprise la cos she wanted to bring me to this new dessert place that i've never been to before. The milkshake and ice cream was super yummy!




Yes, she is part of the surprise too. Vanna and clarice appeared while we were having our desserts. I was kinda shock that they appeared. Hahaha.




Then, after all these kathlyn told me that she needs to wait for her parents at my house cos her parents are not done yet. Then she told me that she's staying over at my house. Then i realised what was going on. That day when i was going out for dinner with my family, we were just talking about who i'm going out with for my birthday and my dad blurted out, " I thought kathlyn said..." My mom made a awkward cough of some sort. HAHA. Then i'm like kathlyn what?? Then they changed topic. -.- My parents very cute ah. So kath stayed over and i really had alot of fun with her. We were talking SO much. Hahaha. I realised we didn't really take any pictures together. We didn't camwhore. :O Hahaha OH but she recorded some stuff! Hahaha.

And the next day she said that manhatten fish market had some one for one thing so we went illuma just for it. I totally believed her. Hahahaha. So then we walked in and the waitress asked are you all joining your friends or? Then i'm like huh what friends? But yeah kath just said for 2 and when i walked in i saw some heads popping up and down and i immediately knew what was going on. Gosh seriously. I still think it's damn funny.














The balloon was beautiful. SIGH. Hahaha.



HAHAHAHAHA, i think it looks even funnier when it's mosiaced. HAHAHAHAHA.




Need i say more? Haha.




THE ARCADE WAS SO AWESOME I HAD A SUPER GREAT TIME WITH FEL AND WANXIN! THE DORAEMON AND PICKACHU IS SO AMAZINGLY CUTE.









Okay la wanxin very skinny can fit into the kids sized seats la. Hahaha.




Awwwww wanxin totally owned fel. HAHA.




We were playing car racing and there was a freaking camera shooting from low angle. -.- I WON FOR THE HARLEY DAVIDSON BIKES! HEH :D




And so they were very serious in cooperating with each other. Hahaha.



The result of 2 people. Which i think anyone can beat it easily. HAHA. No la, both of you are good okay? :P




SUPER STOKED. Have never won so many tickets myself my entire life. Hahahaha. It's probably not alot to many but it was really many to me. We were actually going to exchange it for something but i realised that it wasn't enough and so i was thinking should i go try the jackpot thingy since it's my birthday and perhaps i will be quite lucky. And so i tried and we were all so nervous cos the ball was on the verge on dropping into "4" BUT IT DROPPED INTO 70. WE ALLL SCREAMED. On the top of our lungs. I was laughing like mad, gasping for air. Hahahaha. It was oh so fun. :DDDDDDDDD I guess being the birthday girl really had lots of luck. ;D







The machine tore one ticket -.-





SO CUTE RIGHT. I think it's so not worth it but who cares. I'm gonna use this to draw things for fel and wanxin. HAHA. :D




Yeah and fel said she wanted to take "nice" or "emo" pictures. So she was like busy posing and i was busy snapping away. Hahahaha.






She wanted to look vexed and frustrated but i think she looks funny and kinda nice here. CANDID FTW.



This was just a moment before something really funny strucked. I shouldn't post it cos it's not at all very glam. HAHA. WANXIN PULLED MY HAIR and fel tickled me and i'm likeeeeee. -.-




EMO NEMO ELMO.



FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THE SET.



I really can't rmb why we ended up taking fighting shots. HAHA. But i think they have GREAT chemistry. Could consider on getting together. Hahahaha.




They are both so happy. :D







HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. This was supposed to be fel kicking wanxin far away and wanxin will fall backwards and it ended up like that. HAHAHAHAHA. But instead felicia looks like she's kicking a ball and wanxin's catching it. Shit i'm totally laughing as i type this. Okay i know my timing sucks but it's really damn hilarious. HAHAHAHA.

Super overdued but here it is! :D

Thank you everyone who spent so much time and effort on celebrating me growing old. I don't think i deserved so much but i truly appreciated it. :]

P.S The new balloon is still floating well and alive in my room. :D

18 YEARS YOUNG!

There's still 30 minutes left till the end of my day. These two days have been fun and kinda torturing in a certain way. It's just confusing and everything. I'm so bushed that i can't even think properly. I REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME. I will blog about the full juicy details with all the fanciful pictures, tmr. :D

THANK YOU,

AZH & PEI, JUL, FEL, XINEH, RACHEL last but not least KATHLYN the so very smart mastermind of all. :]

I'm not good with my words and i can't express my gratitude further. I LOVE ALL OF YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! THANK YOU SO MUCH! :D

Stinging.

I bet you know the feeling of wanting to sleep but you just don't want to or can't. It's not really that you can't and also not that you really don't want. You get what i mean? It's not anything to do with headaches or insomnia or anything. It's just, yeah. It's like you get all tired at your eyes and all and when you thought you could just fall asleep on your bed, you can't. Or something like that. I think i'm getting old. D:

It's raining, nice.